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December , 31st , 2010
Day 365 : 365 days
THE FINAL DAY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today is day 365 day finally. i have completed the 365 day project and i feel accomplished lol. i have taken a picture EVERY.FUCKING.DAY. though i wasnt always as creative with is as i would have liked i really enjoyed it. whenever i want to see yea 2010 i can just look back here and see every day of this year. every struggle and every happiness. 2010 was good to me i must admit. ive come along way. for the past few years u had been down in the dumps. no jon , feeling depressed , too focused on stupid ass dudes , and on and off with school. especially last year. i was at my lowest of lows.
but this year got me right on track. ive been doing me and staying strong. had jobs all through out this whole year when i struggled to get a job for 3 years since my first. i went natural with my hair. i made new friends who im grateful for . did a couple of new things (like smoking hookah when i dont even smoke at all lol) and worked my way through school and ill start the new year off getting my GED once school starts back up for me to set a test date. the first few months yeah i was worried about stupid ass dudes and letting it fuck with me but with that i got stronger. i got more mature. AND I GREW. so i definitely own up to my camp name “Growth”. it defines me so well. and i can not wait to see what the new year has in store for me! i know it will be many great things. its going to be weird not taking a pictture everyday and writing about it lol it has been apart of my life this whole year. and i still kinda have butterflies in my stomach that i finished this! im acting like i got some fucking award lmfao i want to thank EVERYONE who really did appreciate me pushing through my 365 and enjoyed it. its always good to know some people support you in what youre doing. though some didnt! lol i couldnt blame them! but i didnt shake me. i kept at it! im glad its coming to an end! :)
HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRR!!!!!! BYE 2010!!! :)
December 30th , 2010
Day 364 : 365 days
it felt so fucking surreal typing day 364. ONE MORE FUCKING DAYYYYY!!!! i feel so proud of myself.i really thought with my short term that i would have fucked up awhile ago or lost inspiration to even do it awhile ago. but i kept on pushing. and i think this has helped me to learn to keep on pushing with other things that are more important in life. i know that seems to not really make sense. but the little things count and can help towards the big things. :)
December 29th , 2010
Day 363 : 365 days
i can not believe we are almost here. this project is done within 2 more days! (3? idk! lmao) can you believe it? im ready for it to be done though lol i know just like a lot of others are. (hating ass niggas) though i loved doing this i had to push myself a lot of days. its very time consuming. and sometimes disheartening if you realize you werent even really that creative with it lol its basically been apart of my life this WHOLE year wow. amazing. words can not describe. :)
December 28th , 2010
Day 362 : 365 days
i got this in the mail today from my tiki boo! (kushnstarbucks.tumblr.com) she knitted the hat herself! there was actually a note inside the hat. and idk if that shit is going to fit my “big head” tiki lol i think ima just keep the spongebob puzzle box as a souvenir lmao. i love it! thank you tiki! :) <3
December 27th , 2010
Day 361 : 365 days
4 MORE DAYSSSS!!!
AND MY HAIR IS BACK FOR ONE DAY!
lol its been so long since ive last seen my natural hair that idk how much it grew. i know it definitely grew on the sides. the back grew a lot but is still short. ugh. i figured id might as well show yall my natural hair for the last time of this year. i didnt get my hair done. it took me from 12am to 7am to take my hair out , de tangle all the fucking knots (im tender headed that hurt like hell and i had to be patient so that i was only taking out the knots and not more than i should of my hair.) , wash , condition, and deep condition my fucking hair. the last 4 were maybe within the last 45 mins before i went to bed. and my appointment was for fucking 9am. there was no way that shit was happening.
when i called her to reschedule for a later time her ass had the nerve to ask me if i bought the hair when she always buys it. then she told me she hadnt gotten it and doesnt know if the lady who shes gets it from salon woudl even be freaking open. i just rescheduled for tomorrow. i could sleep in and still get it done before friday but mainly before saturday (the party). friday i might do something with some of the peeps from ihop. we’ll see. idk how my last pic is going to turn out and show the new year and final day lol. we’ll cross that road when we get there!
December 26th , 2010
Day 360 : 365 days
today was a blizzard storm. it made me mad that i had to come into work cause i knew leaving would be hell lol luckily for me i was able to get a ride home from someone from work. it started off slowly then when it got windy you knew it was over lol. its supposedly supposed to be done tomorrow. my mama said something about 20 inches of snow. oh fucking great. and this HAS to happen the day before my hair appointment. i missed posting this pic today because when i was about to it all late as hell and close to the time i realized my dumb ass didnt take my hair out! smfh im not going to want to go anywhere. ugh
December 25th , 2010
Day 359 : 365 days
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEEE! <3
this year was a very good christmas. im blessed and happy to have my family and to have spent this quality time with them. which we are still enjoying by watching movies as i type this. sucks that i have to get up for work tomorrow. ehh but life just isnt always fair lol. im lucky that i even got it off! lol hope you were all able to spend it with the ones that love and care for you and enjoyed yourselves!! and hopefully yall got a little some of what u wanted as gifts and or more. i know i did :)
December 24th , 2010
Day 358 : 365 days
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!
this is my house :) hehe. i feel so proud of myself and all the things i bought my mommy. first time i was able to buy gifts like that and go all out. but anyways i talked to one of my bosses about me quitting a bit. he said next time both of us work we should talk about it more and for me to give it more thought. i know im leaving lets just see if i can make it last until another job happens. im pissed off about ihop bevcause she fucking scheduled me from 8-4 on new years day when i reuqeste that off. i dont wanna come in 8 in the am the day after new years eve. wtf? smh especially sinc ei told her id be out of state. though i doubt thats happening. no one has discussed it. new years eve is gonna suck major dick. she was like oh i said i see what i could do and i cant. im like you lien ass you told me you could give me it off smh. but at the same time at least i have the day after new years off. cause that party will def make me not wanna get up. she came to me later saying if one of the new girls thats training work out shell give me it off. so i think ima just leave it. we’ll see.
December 23rd , 2010
Day 357 : 365 days
you never really know what a certain situation is truly like until youre in it yourself
i realized that today. i remember when this store manager first started i was like i dont see what the big deal is. and now i do. i just didnt truly know. another situation happened today as usual , but not the same manager. i was scheduled from 4-9. the closing manager decides to change my time talking about how the manager who did the schedule must have made a mistake. i just bit my tongue and left it. hey fuck it its couple of extra hours. whatever. later on during the night , one of the girl walks out of the job. she basically quit/ got fired whatever because she didnt like how she was being treated. and she had had enough. i knew this wouldnt be good for when it would be time for me to leave. i had a feeling that this manager would tell me to stay. and sure enough that basically happened.
it comes time for me to leave and she approaches me instructing me on what my next tasks are as though my ass is staying. im like um i thought i was leaving at 11? she really had the nerve to ask me what me think of this so called “assumption”. im like YOU told me i could leave at 11. thats where it came from. first i was scheduled at 9 and then all of a sudden u told me to stay till close. and now you want me to stay longer? shes like oh on my schedule youre scheduled till 10. and im like yeah and its 11. on top of that youre schedule is wrong cause the actual print out of the schedule says 9. well we’re short on person. im (mind you she has done this more than once as far as trying to make me stay longer and not going by the actual schedule every time she closes with me ) like well im not scheduled for this.and this isnt fair. on top of that my ride is waiting on me and she has a little girl with her (i asked my friend who i bumped into that was shopping in the store with her 3 yr old niece to please give me a ride. i knew that i wouldnt leave on time. and would have to wait an hour for my next bus as usual. might as well take advantage! ) she knew she was wrong. plus me mentioning the ride and the little girl helped me , im sure of it. she gave me a bit of attitude but she said i could leave. im glad i stuck up for myself. i let it be known basically that i knew it was a bunch of bullshit. but im not going to keep defending myself every time i work because they want to take advantage of me in the wrong way. how much more of that can i take? at this point its either i quit or i soon will be fired over some b.s and ill be damned if they have the nerve to let me go.
p.s i actually like the bottom pic more than i like how depressing and ugly my face looks.
